Saturday, June 12, 2010
you know,
things just wouldn't change. I always know, I fooled myself not to believe. it's like a cycle. it hurts, but i am addicted to it. I used to think it was my fault that things didnt work out. and i thought i need to give you what we missed out during the two years time. but hey, i guess it's really not my fault. The only thing I did wrong was to reply that sms. When pain turns into frustration, you wouldn't even shed a tears. too much a time, i fake a smile and took everything in. now i know that wouldn't work, the sad things just keep on accumulating and boo! it will burst one day. yet, i can complain to no one because i chose this. I always wanted to celebrate my birthday with you, since every July you weren't here. but maybe I cant wait until that time. ahahas. I really wished I could.. Have fun in KL. |
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