Wednesday, November 25, 2009
i totally screwed today's experiment.
I AM NOT HAPPY.
NOT AT ALL.
seriously gotta buck up, mst is just one week away and i havent even started revising.
things isnt going well this week. firstly, some fucked up people showed up, then i got stressed up b'coz of some personal problems, didnt sleep well last night and now it's this shitty experiment.
i have had enough of it!
I AM NOT HAPPY.
NOT AT ALL.
seriously gotta buck up, mst is just one week away and i havent even started revising.
things isnt going well this week. firstly, some fucked up people showed up, then i got stressed up b'coz of some personal problems, didnt sleep well last night and now it's this shitty experiment.
i have had enough of it!
Monday, November 23, 2009
at first,it was anger,
then you try to be patient ,
when people mistaken being patient as feeling okay with it,
they repeatedly doing it.
u feel numb after a few times,
and finally its total FRUSTRATION, you dont even wanna say a word.
i think i am at the 4th stage.
learn to respect people, kids.
i wonder when u guys will actually grow up.
p/s: i dont need to live up to your expectation. i am ME.
u can choose to accept it or just simply go away if you got a problem with it.
:D thats all i wanna say.
-headache strikes again-
then you try to be patient ,
when people mistaken being patient as feeling okay with it,
they repeatedly doing it.
u feel numb after a few times,
and finally its total FRUSTRATION, you dont even wanna say a word.
i think i am at the 4th stage.
learn to respect people, kids.
i wonder when u guys will actually grow up.
p/s: i dont need to live up to your expectation. i am ME.
u can choose to accept it or just simply go away if you got a problem with it.
:D thats all i wanna say.
-headache strikes again-
Sunday, November 22, 2009
sometimes when others dont do things the way u did doesnt mean they are wrong.
and you dont have to put it in a way that make people feel..
thats the most ridiculous shit he has ever done,
or a mistake that a baby wont even make.
-just something random that comes up on my mind-
and you dont have to put it in a way that make people feel..
thats the most ridiculous shit he has ever done,
or a mistake that a baby wont even make.
-just something random that comes up on my mind-
Saturday, November 21, 2009
went to admiralty to study.
it was crazy to go that far
but i have never been to admiralty so yeah:D
I WENT THERE.
another cross on the mrt map:D
making a total of 23 x on the map.heh:p
p.s :
~how can a person bite another person.zz he is outta his mind.
~i am still not used to visit someone's house when their family is around.abit awkwardD:
~tonight's dinner is porridge. tasted surprisingly delicious!
~a e and e question is torturing D:
it was crazy to go that far
but i have never been to admiralty so yeah:D
I WENT THERE.
another cross on the mrt map:D
making a total of 23 x on the map.heh:p
p.s :
~how can a person bite another person.zz he is outta his mind.
~i am still not used to visit someone's house when their family is around.abit awkwardD:
~tonight's dinner is porridge. tasted surprisingly delicious!
~a e and e question is torturing D:
Thursday, November 19, 2009
The teacher is just so fucked up.
-i handed up all the essays to her except mr x 's essay,and told her he might be absent.and she replied me in a frustrating tone: you should have collected from them days before my lesson.give him a call now.
i didnt expect her to thank me or whatsoever, could she at least stop putting the blame on me, it is not like i am not doing my job.
-okay,then my sis called,telling me about her upsr result. It was my fault to pick up the call in a classroom. So when she looked at me, i hung up and said sorry. Then she started bitching,asking who called and y i picked up bla bla bla. Helloooo, i have already apologized more than three times. She wasnt conducting lesson. The whole class was in a mess, walking here and there.And she had to make such a big fuss over a 2-min call.
she has totally ruined my mood.
i smell like watermelon today
because of mr.Tan D:
-i handed up all the essays to her except mr x 's essay,and told her he might be absent.and she replied me in a frustrating tone: you should have collected from them days before my lesson.give him a call now.
i didnt expect her to thank me or whatsoever, could she at least stop putting the blame on me, it is not like i am not doing my job.
-okay,then my sis called,telling me about her upsr result. It was my fault to pick up the call in a classroom. So when she looked at me, i hung up and said sorry. Then she started bitching,asking who called and y i picked up bla bla bla. Helloooo, i have already apologized more than three times. She wasnt conducting lesson. The whole class was in a mess, walking here and there.And she had to make such a big fuss over a 2-min call.
she has totally ruined my mood.
i smell like watermelon today
because of mr.Tan D:
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
For certain reason,i think i am...
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shit! i am in so much trouble!
gotta control..control...control!
p/s: I think i am quite unlucky these days.
D: i went to the toilet at library twice. N for twice, i couldnt go in because
'CLEANING IN PROGRESS'
mst is around the corner D:
my mind is just so messed up that i couldnt even construct a sentence properly
sorry for causing so many question marks in your heads peopleD:
@@
..
shit! i am in so much trouble!
gotta control..control...control!
p/s: I think i am quite unlucky these days.
D: i went to the toilet at library twice. N for twice, i couldnt go in because
'CLEANING IN PROGRESS'
mst is around the corner D:
my mind is just so messed up that i couldnt even construct a sentence properly
sorry for causing so many question marks in your heads peopleD:
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
i missed a precious chance,
n missed the second one.
oh gosh!
ah another voice in m heart tells me,
nvm,its just one of the very small part of my life. i still have a long way to go.
:D
feeling better..?
n missed the second one.
oh gosh!
ah another voice in m heart tells me,
nvm,its just one of the very small part of my life. i still have a long way to go.
:D
feeling better..?
Friday, November 13, 2009
my language
Has it worsen or it is always this bad?
Sigh..
-mountain of things yet to complete-
1.practice for crs CA1
2.principle A post-experiment
3.i wanna wash my clothes but the washing machine is always ocuppied:p
4.the electricity and electronic b/b exercise,oh i m having a headache just thinking about it.
5.the drama reflection
6.oh my almost forgotten! CEPA reflective journal
7.cut my fingernail!! D: having a hard time typing coz of the long nails
8.CEPA assignments,stupid graph!i am gonna spend hours on this.
9. studies and more studies
10. a p chem experiment report D: ...
-things i would PREFER to do-
1.cook spaghetti
2.window shopping:D
3.take a walk around city hall area.
4.watch 2012!
5.call rong pei,sigh my phone is outta credit.
6. afternoon nap :p
7.cut my fringe
8.relax...relax..relax..:)
9.body massage.!
10.beach!
HOWEVER, the possibility that i can do these things is mere zero, for now.
Let see if i can finish my work and do those that i would prefer to do let say..in a month time? :D
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
Has it worsen or it is always this bad?
Sigh..
-mountain of things yet to complete-
1.practice for crs CA1
2.principle A post-experiment
3.i wanna wash my clothes but the washing machine is always ocuppied:p
4.the electricity and electronic b/b exercise,oh i m having a headache just thinking about it.
5.the drama reflection
6.oh my almost forgotten! CEPA reflective journal
7.cut my fingernail!! D: having a hard time typing coz of the long nails
8.CEPA assignments,stupid graph!i am gonna spend hours on this.
9. studies and more studies
10. a p chem experiment report D: ...
-things i would PREFER to do-
1.cook spaghetti
2.window shopping:D
3.take a walk around city hall area.
4.watch 2012!
5.call rong pei,sigh my phone is outta credit.
6. afternoon nap :p
7.cut my fringe
8.relax...relax..relax..:)
9.body massage.!
10.beach!
HOWEVER, the possibility that i can do these things is mere zero, for now.
Let see if i can finish my work and do those that i would prefer to do let say..in a month time? :D
AZA AZA FIGHTING!
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
i just realised the huge gap that i need to catch up, with alot of efforts and hardworks..
i am so much left behind,and how ridiculous it is for me to find out only by now.
i am just like a tiny sand on the beach.so small, so common,and so insignificant.
there are still so much more for me to learn, and many extraordinary people for me to learn from.
The feeling of knowing how ignorance yourself are, aint good, but it's the truth that you'd have to accept no matter what,if you want to improve and evolve to be a better person.
you are nothing compared to the world, adelline.face it.
and change it!
i am so much left behind,and how ridiculous it is for me to find out only by now.
i am just like a tiny sand on the beach.so small, so common,and so insignificant.
there are still so much more for me to learn, and many extraordinary people for me to learn from.
The feeling of knowing how ignorance yourself are, aint good, but it's the truth that you'd have to accept no matter what,if you want to improve and evolve to be a better person.
you are nothing compared to the world, adelline.face it.
and change it!
Monday, November 9, 2009
he is such an idiot.zzz.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
maggie mee for 2 days straight.
i wonder how long i will stay alive if this continues.
went to mc donald with uncle leo last night.
i managed to complete some tutorial questions and did some reading.
walking back home by myself in the middle of the night was quite scary,
especially when it was around 12 am.
I like the cool and refreshing air : )
it was windy at first,then i began to shiver since its getting colder and colder.
christmas and birthday are the 2 most important days,at least for me.
since i didn't really celebrate my birthday this year,
and last year's Christmas sucks,
correction, last year december was the most unhappy month in my life so far!
ah..17/12 is approaching.it's almost a year now.time flies.It seems that it had just happened yesterday.
please let me be happy on that day,on this year's christmas eve.
i wonder how long i will stay alive if this continues.
went to mc donald with uncle leo last night.
i managed to complete some tutorial questions and did some reading.
walking back home by myself in the middle of the night was quite scary,
especially when it was around 12 am.
I like the cool and refreshing air : )
it was windy at first,then i began to shiver since its getting colder and colder.
christmas and birthday are the 2 most important days,at least for me.
since i didn't really celebrate my birthday this year,
and last year's Christmas sucks,
correction, last year december was the most unhappy month in my life so far!
ah..17/12 is approaching.it's almost a year now.time flies.It seems that it had just happened yesterday.
please let me be happy on that day,on this year's christmas eve.
Thursday, November 5, 2009
it has been quite some time since i last posted.
time flies and life is just getting more and more busy.
it is already the third week of sem 2.mst is around the corner.dont dare to think and dont wanna count.
but what i am most afraid of is the crs module.
i am goin to have a test on week five and i am not feeling quite good about it.
it is basically something similar to oral test but besides testing your language,they are testing your reasoning skill and your opinion on certain issue.
D: AND I AM WEAK AT ALL OF THAT.
wish me luck:( i think i need it very much.
home work is piling up, tasks i have yet to accomplish:
-essay(week 5)
-a p chem tutorial(week 3)
-preparation for the crs test(week 4)
-attending a talk next tuesday(week 4)
-presentation for ONOW(week 4)
- a e and e b/b excercises
hope i can complete some of it before night.sigh
p/s:sometimes its strong sometimes it's totally gone.ah.i dunno what i am thinking.bt anyway,for now i dont think the antenna meets.
time flies and life is just getting more and more busy.
it is already the third week of sem 2.mst is around the corner.dont dare to think and dont wanna count.
but what i am most afraid of is the crs module.
i am goin to have a test on week five and i am not feeling quite good about it.
it is basically something similar to oral test but besides testing your language,they are testing your reasoning skill and your opinion on certain issue.
D: AND I AM WEAK AT ALL OF THAT.
wish me luck:( i think i need it very much.
home work is piling up, tasks i have yet to accomplish:
-essay(week 5)
-a p chem tutorial(week 3)
-preparation for the crs test(week 4)
-attending a talk next tuesday(week 4)
-presentation for ONOW(week 4)
- a e and e b/b excercises
hope i can complete some of it before night.sigh
p/s:sometimes its strong sometimes it's totally gone.ah.i dunno what i am thinking.bt anyway,for now i dont think the antenna meets.