Friday, January 28, 2011
Where do I start？
been watching fringe lately. drowned in imagination. mix up reality with stories.
Something happened that made me don't wanna go out from my room.
don't wanna face anyone.
that was terrible.
It's hard to described.
All i can say is that I am shocked he just spill out all those words, eventhough not to me. My mind kept telling me he's trying to convey his message to me. THAT WAS SCARY.
sigh. lets set this aside.
it's friday nite:)
having good time with myself in the room, doing report, watch fringe, and ate hello panda. hahaha.
been watching fringe lately. drowned in imagination. mix up reality with stories.
Something happened that made me don't wanna go out from my room.
don't wanna face anyone.
that was terrible.
It's hard to described.
All i can say is that I am shocked he just spill out all those words, eventhough not to me. My mind kept telling me he's trying to convey his message to me. THAT WAS SCARY.
sigh. lets set this aside.
it's friday nite:)
having good time with myself in the room, doing report, watch fringe, and ate hello panda. hahaha.
Friday, January 21, 2011
I WANNA DRINK STARBUCKS COFFEE SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.:(
Sometimes I really wonder why there's always this empty feeling deep down in my heart,and it grows stronger when I stop doing work.
I never really thought why, because I don't like to recall awful stories.
And it seems like I have no one to complain to, everyone has moved on.
and who the fuck cares?
and as time passes, who's fault that is and why it just stopped there, whatever reason it is, or it might be, doesnt seem to be important anymore.
It was too long ago that everything seems so unreal, and I just don't have the right to even start blaming you.
So i would just suck it up, get myself busy with work, continue to live my life, and I dont believe I am stupid enough that I cant get away from this emptyness.
I never really thought why, because I don't like to recall awful stories.
And it seems like I have no one to complain to, everyone has moved on.
and who the fuck cares?
and as time passes, who's fault that is and why it just stopped there, whatever reason it is, or it might be, doesnt seem to be important anymore.
It was too long ago that everything seems so unreal, and I just don't have the right to even start blaming you.
So i would just suck it up, get myself busy with work, continue to live my life, and I dont believe I am stupid enough that I cant get away from this emptyness.
Wednesday, January 19, 2011
OMG I FINISHED THE HEAT TRASNFER FORMAL REPORT.
SUMMITED!!!
FINALLY! :)
SUMMITED!!!
FINALLY! :)
Friday, January 14, 2011
Severe stiff shoulder and muscle ache due to 3 hours sitting and typing.
This week had been chaotic.
I was angry, dissapointed, deppressed, sad.
Things got a little out of control.
And then I told myself that it's easier to do things on your own than to try to change someone completely.
Then I got a little more confident and calm.
I won't die. A report can't kill me!
and I won't cry either. OFCOURSE NOT. i'm turning 20, be a crybaby no more.
Let's note down something happy :)
Eating ice-cream on a rainy day is the coolest thing I have done this week :D.
and trying to cross the road without getting the rain droplets on the ice-cream succesfully is fun!! hahaha!
oh I think mr kong hate me now, I hadn't been paying much attention in his class.
MZ kept talking to me. But I feel a slight happiness when he asked: so adelline and mengzhe, yes? HAHAHA. i dont know why, I am just happy .alrite, i will listen to your lesson cher, next time.
WOOHOO! cursing people can be fun some time. I don't mean I want them dead. alrite, maybe for a moment I do.HAHAHA.
This week had been chaotic.
I was angry, dissapointed, deppressed, sad.
Things got a little out of control.
And then I told myself that it's easier to do things on your own than to try to change someone completely.
Then I got a little more confident and calm.
I won't die. A report can't kill me!
and I won't cry either. OFCOURSE NOT. i'm turning 20, be a crybaby no more.
Let's note down something happy :)
Eating ice-cream on a rainy day is the coolest thing I have done this week :D.
and trying to cross the road without getting the rain droplets on the ice-cream succesfully is fun!! hahaha!
oh I think mr kong hate me now, I hadn't been paying much attention in his class.
MZ kept talking to me. But I feel a slight happiness when he asked: so adelline and mengzhe, yes? HAHAHA. i dont know why, I am just happy .alrite, i will listen to your lesson cher, next time.
WOOHOO! cursing people can be fun some time. I don't mean I want them dead. alrite, maybe for a moment I do.HAHAHA.