Friday, January 29, 2010
i dont know how to make you feel better,
and i dont know what i should say if i open my mouth.
i dont wanna add any burden to your already fucked up life,
i dont know what to do.
its just so hard, to be myself again.
i just want you to know, i will be there,always,
when you need someone to rely on.
sorry for the trouble i caused you:(
things are just different these days.
and i dont know what i should say if i open my mouth.
i dont wanna add any burden to your already fucked up life,
i dont know what to do.
its just so hard, to be myself again.
i just want you to know, i will be there,always,
when you need someone to rely on.
sorry for the trouble i caused you:(
things are just different these days.
Thursday, January 28, 2010
i am sorry okay.
i am not being sensitive,
things really aint the same anymore D:
sigh,
keep insisting you are not angry will only make me feel more insecure,
my god,
i cant even concentrate on CRS.
just please, get things back to what it used to be.
i dont wanna lose u as a friend.
i am not being sensitive,
things really aint the same anymore D:
sigh,
keep insisting you are not angry will only make me feel more insecure,
my god,
i cant even concentrate on CRS.
just please, get things back to what it used to be.
i dont wanna lose u as a friend.
Monday, January 25, 2010
19岁的这一年：
-感觉好老哦
-要勇于尝试新的事情，要不然老了就没机会了
-不要害怕发表意见，每个人都要经历的嘛。
-不要凡是都那么执著，放松
-如果是自己觉得对的事，不要在意别人怎么想
-按部就班，只要对得起自己就好了
-有机会的话，去泰国或者印尼看看
-不要让别人主宰我的人生，我要做我生活的主人
-不要每次那么善忘
-不那么爱哭，行不行？
-每个月至少看一本书，只要不是漫画=。=
-多打给di,mi
-要摆脱四眼妹的命运》。《
-不要忘记华文，同时使英文进步。
-拍多多照片
-感觉好老哦
-要勇于尝试新的事情，要不然老了就没机会了
-不要害怕发表意见，每个人都要经历的嘛。
-不要凡是都那么执著，放松
-如果是自己觉得对的事，不要在意别人怎么想
-按部就班，只要对得起自己就好了
-有机会的话，去泰国或者印尼看看
-不要让别人主宰我的人生，我要做我生活的主人
-不要每次那么善忘
-不那么爱哭，行不行？
-每个月至少看一本书，只要不是漫画=。=
-多打给di,mi
-要摆脱四眼妹的命运》。《
-不要忘记华文，同时使英文进步。
-拍多多照片
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
强颜欢笑不是我的专长，假装不在乎更是难上加难。
人家都说我不开心时笑得很僵。呵呵，回家看着镜子里的我，是像僵尸吧?
逼着自己不去想，可是人总不能永远活在假象中吧？
老天，
可以让今晚下雨吗？
我伤心的时候喜欢听着窗外滴滴答答的雨声。
好久好久没有心痛的感觉了，
那种心酸的感觉似乎又找上门来了。
烦恼，又缠上我了D：
人家都说我不开心时笑得很僵。呵呵，回家看着镜子里的我，是像僵尸吧?
逼着自己不去想，可是人总不能永远活在假象中吧？
老天，
可以让今晚下雨吗？
我伤心的时候喜欢听着窗外滴滴答答的雨声。
好久好久没有心痛的感觉了，
那种心酸的感觉似乎又找上门来了。
烦恼，又缠上我了D：
Thursday, January 14, 2010
THE first post in year 2010-
it is January but i am terribly lazy these days,
no motivation to do anything,
day dreaming in class,
morning lesson is a torture for me- my heart whisper to me: hey lets just skip today lesson!
i wonder if my brain is functioning, or it has already been eaten away by bugs.
-ahhhh.. assignments are piling up, get a hold of yourself, adelline!
it is January but i am terribly lazy these days,
no motivation to do anything,
day dreaming in class,
morning lesson is a torture for me- my heart whisper to me: hey lets just skip today lesson!
i wonder if my brain is functioning, or it has already been eaten away by bugs.
-ahhhh.. assignments are piling up, get a hold of yourself, adelline!