Saturday, June 27, 2009
-old friend-
an old friend suddenly showed up today.
talked to him a little. have the feeling that the old-joy is coming back.
yes,i felt delighted..
but once he left,
i felt something is missing.
so after a while,
i gave him a call,
have been so so long since i last heard his voice over the phone,
after about 2 min,
he asked if there is anything else..
i said ;ah...just wanted to..'
but i didnt say it at last.
i wanted to ask him did i ever appear in his mind all this while when we didnt contact each other
but i am just afraid that the answer is not something i wana hear.
i am happy enough to get to hear his voice=)
thankyou god.
talked to him a little. have the feeling that the old-joy is coming back.
yes,i felt delighted..
but once he left,
i felt something is missing.
so after a while,
i gave him a call,
have been so so long since i last heard his voice over the phone,
after about 2 min,
he asked if there is anything else..
i said ;ah...just wanted to..'
but i didnt say it at last.
i wanted to ask him did i ever appear in his mind all this while when we didnt contact each other
but i am just afraid that the answer is not something i wana hear.
i am happy enough to get to hear his voice=)
thankyou god.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
my ONE dollar
back to singapore.
n coming up very soon will be my mst next week.
well,my brain works kinda slow,
i take longer time to understand topics and principles,
well,guess i have to work harder now..
i lost one dollar today!
n i think i was the one to blame cause it was on a purpose somehow,
a lau ah ma asked for money when i went to eat juznow,
n she sat beside lynn,
we were feeling very unconfortable,
so in the end i gave her one dollar
and she left.
feel being cheated :lol:
then the uncle at the table beside me started to mumble,
and said something like ..she saw ur money she wont leave,next time keep ur money in the pocket bla bla bla.
kanasai,
lost one dollar still gt scolded by a lau uncle.
n coming up very soon will be my mst next week.
well,my brain works kinda slow,
i take longer time to understand topics and principles,
well,guess i have to work harder now..
i lost one dollar today!
n i think i was the one to blame cause it was on a purpose somehow,
a lau ah ma asked for money when i went to eat juznow,
n she sat beside lynn,
we were feeling very unconfortable,
so in the end i gave her one dollar
and she left.
feel being cheated :lol:
then the uncle at the table beside me started to mumble,
and said something like ..she saw ur money she wont leave,next time keep ur money in the pocket bla bla bla.
kanasai,
lost one dollar still gt scolded by a lau uncle.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
random thought
i read something today:
1-girls are like DOTA.
they need time and attention.
2-virginity is like a balloon.
one poke and it's gone.
i was like...wtf?
1-girls are like DOTA.
they need time and attention.
2-virginity is like a balloon.
one poke and it's gone.
i was like...wtf?
Friday, June 19, 2009
uniform + lunch at sendo noya+ crazy movie outing+ yumchar @ relax cafe
-watermelon juice,lemon tea,banana on fire etc etc at relax cafe
at relax cafe
-ice creamXD
me and sin yee aka bearz
me and lynn aka pikachu><
hahaha this pic!
just wanna let u guys have a rough idea about what i mean,the stickers and the phone of sinyee.
shushi made by bearz>.<
sorry for the annoying sound at the end of the video >.< align="center">
thankyou guys for giving me a really really good day in kuantan.
just wanna let u guys have a rough idea about what i mean,the stickers and the phone of sinyee.
shushi made by bearz>.<
i have just reached home about half an hour earlier.its 12.06am now.still wearing the uniform i wore to school this morning.i know! eeek right. i was out since 7 am.
okay,since bearz lim sin yee had already posted what was going on, i am not gonna repeat what she has said.i am just gonna tell u guys something she missed out.
the teacher asked me n lynn to write down our names in the list she has,we were kinda panic hahaha. she asked alot of questions.
n thankew to sin yee! she made us delicious shushi,including tuna mayo,corn and eggs.hehe i appreciate your effort.And it tasted very nice!
we then went to sendo noya,then mega.
boon wun.lye kuen.sin yee.lynn rong pei n me.
something i found it very funny(abit dunb actually..haha)-sin yee bought two phone stickerssame pattern.so
boon wun asked her : why did u buy two with the same pattern?
sin yee:er...ooo..
*then they crapped a little out of topic*
then i asked : oh yeah.why u need two?i dont see the rational of it.
sin yee:ohh..coz i bought two.
me:i noe u bought two.but why?
sin yee:can u guys dont ask me anymore..er..
sin yee:can u guys dont ask me anymore..er..
ithought of pasting one infront n one behind.
me:huh?infront..?how to paste it there?
(theres actually no space to paste anything cause the space is occupied by key pad and screen)
sin yee: thats the problem i am thinking about..@_@
me and boon wun :....
*sin yee's expression was super funny at that moment.hahaha*
-movie was awesome-drag me to hell. laughed and shouted!crazy movie outing!
-after dinner with sin yee ad boon wun,went to meet up with :
soo chee,kah peng,li xiang,suk huei and hui yee.
-we went to relax cafe
-crapped and laughed
-all sort of crazy things
- people looked at me=(coz i was still wearing school uniform at 10 pm.
-and u know what?
they sang birthdaei song to me eventhough my birthday is still a month away.=D
cause on 20th of july i will be in singapore,
celebrating it alone.
n could never listen to them singing hepi birthday to adelline~hahaha
thankyou guys for giving me a really really good day in kuantan.
thankyou soo much to all of youT.T
it was my happiest day in kuantan
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
i am gonna regret....
result : forever
-i dunno why i even care!
-seeing his post in fb regarding those quiz really makes me very uncomfortable,it feels something like..u cant breathe.
-maybe its jeolousy that makes me so,
i cant stand to see it,
-i have deleted his contact..i know i m gonna regret..coz i wont even know whats goin on in his life now n would never noe who's the one he is refering to in the quiz.But that is the least thing i could do, i remember someone told me before, if u cant keep the person u like, atleast keep your pride.
-he told me his mood was not good yesterday.so i offered help and ah well,he didnt need it obviously.(maybe i was the source of his bad mood afterall).and then it seemed to make my mood bad for the whole day.
-i never know he is so contagious,or should i say,i never admit that.
-i know very well he still has his normal life,eat,laugh,play and he seems to like his class very muchie. my absent surely wont cause any difference to his life=)and if u are reading this post,
i wish u happily ever after with the one u were thinking of in the quiz.
-i dunno why i even care!
-seeing his post in fb regarding those quiz really makes me very uncomfortable,it feels something like..u cant breathe.
-maybe its jeolousy that makes me so,
i cant stand to see it,
-i have deleted his contact..i know i m gonna regret..coz i wont even know whats goin on in his life now n would never noe who's the one he is refering to in the quiz.But that is the least thing i could do, i remember someone told me before, if u cant keep the person u like, atleast keep your pride.
-he told me his mood was not good yesterday.so i offered help and ah well,he didnt need it obviously.(maybe i was the source of his bad mood afterall).and then it seemed to make my mood bad for the whole day.
-i never know he is so contagious,or should i say,i never admit that.
-i know very well he still has his normal life,eat,laugh,play and he seems to like his class very muchie. my absent surely wont cause any difference to his life=)and if u are reading this post,
i wish u happily ever after with the one u were thinking of in the quiz.
f***k off!
something has happened to my friend recently,n i felt quite pissed off for that.
i dont understand why some people try to backstab or give harsh comments when the problems in someone's life are not even concerning them. No,i dont mean u cant give negative comments, afterall this is your freedom, but do know the limits. Come on, think before you pour those words out from your evil mouth. You are not a baby who only knows how to cry and poop.Pathetic, they make me feel like crying for them.pitty them. what have they learnt in their life?nil. judging people by appearance, always think that they are of higher classes, say something before they think, act like a kid and still think they are cool,the name for them is barbarian isnt it?no,even barbarian thinks his intelligence is being insulted if i compare them with him .i think the more suitable word is retarted. These people seriously need to get a life.
if u dont like my post, just f***k the hell off.
i wont be like my friend and just shut up n act like nothing has happened.
i dont understand why some people try to backstab or give harsh comments when the problems in someone's life are not even concerning them. No,i dont mean u cant give negative comments, afterall this is your freedom, but do know the limits. Come on, think before you pour those words out from your evil mouth. You are not a baby who only knows how to cry and poop.Pathetic, they make me feel like crying for them.pitty them. what have they learnt in their life?nil. judging people by appearance, always think that they are of higher classes, say something before they think, act like a kid and still think they are cool,the name for them is barbarian isnt it?no,even barbarian thinks his intelligence is being insulted if i compare them with him .i think the more suitable word is retarted. These people seriously need to get a life.
if u dont like my post, just f***k the hell off.
i wont be like my friend and just shut up n act like nothing has happened.
Monday, June 15, 2009
sMile :)
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto. However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did managed to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries.
One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She
didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked
like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs.
Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts.
On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...
(Please scroll down)
What were you thinking? Hellooooooo, her husband speaks English
One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She
didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked
like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs.
Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts. The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts.
On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...
(Please scroll down)
What were you thinking? Hellooooooo, her husband speaks English
Sunday, June 14, 2009
it means alot...
人之所以痛苦，在于追求错误的东西。
如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。
好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。
你随时要认命，因为你是人。
这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。
你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。
每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？
根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。
忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。
永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。
得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，
那是因为你对他了解太少，
没有时间与 他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，
你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，
也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的 大恩。
感谢上苍我所拥有的
，感谢上苍我所没有的。
当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，
你只能拥有这件东西，
如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。
如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。
多少人在今天已经见不到明天 的太阳，
多少人在今天已经成了残废，
多少人在今天已经失去了自由，
多少人在今天 已经家破人亡。
你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，
你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫
学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，
而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。
成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。
发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。
你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。
爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。
人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。
如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。
如果你不给自己烦恼，别人也永远不可能给你烦恼。因为你自己的内心，你放不下。
好好的管教你自己，不要管别人。
你随时要认命，因为你是人。
这个世界本来就是痛苦的，没有例外的。
你什么时候放下，什么时候就没有烦恼。
每一种创伤，都是一种成熟。
当你烦恼的时候，你就要告诉你自己，这一切都是假的，你烦恼什么？
根本不必回头去看咒骂你的人是谁，如果有一条疯狗咬你一口，难道你也要趴下去反咬他一口吗？
忌妒别人，不会给自己增加任何的好处。
忌妒别人，也不可能减少别人的成就。
永远不要浪费你的一分一秒，去想任何你不喜欢的人。
得不到的东西，我们会一直以为他是美好的，
那是因为你对他了解太少，
没有时间与 他相处在一起。当有一天，你深入了解后，
你会发现原不是你想像中的那么美好。
不要因为小小的争执，远离了你至亲的好友，
也不要因为小小的怨恨，忘记了别人的 大恩。
感谢上苍我所拥有的
，感谢上苍我所没有的。
当你手中抓住一件东西不放时，
你只能拥有这件东西，
如果你肯放手，你就有机会选择别的。
如果你能够平平安安的渡过一天，那就是一种福气了。
多少人在今天已经见不到明天 的太阳，
多少人在今天已经成了残废，
多少人在今天已经失去了自由，
多少人在今天 已经家破人亡。
你不要常常觉得自己很委曲，
你应该要想，他对我这样已经很好了，这就是修行的功夫
学会用理解的，欣赏的眼光去看对方，
而不是以自以为是的关心去管对方。
成熟的人不问过去；聪明的人不问现在；豁达的人不问未来。
发光并非太阳的专利，你也可以发光。
你可以用爱得到全世界，你也可以用恨失去全世界。
爱的力量大到可以使人忘记一切，却又小到连一粒嫉妒的沙石也不能容纳。
人总是珍惜未得到的，而遗忘了所拥有的。
如你想要拥有完美无暇的友谊，可能一辈子找不到朋友。
Saturday, June 13, 2009
adelline is dead
dont want people to notice her weakness,
she told herself to be strong,
she convinced herself that it has never happened,
she laughed at jokes, she played around,
yes!
for a moment she thought she has succeeded
but..
she is afraid to be alone,
she doesnt like to go home,
n talk to no one except the teddy bear she has got,
14/6:
adelline is dead.
the new adelline is here!"me ish adelline.singlehood ish the best de! aiming to be a nun now''
she told herself to be strong,
she convinced herself that it has never happened,
she laughed at jokes, she played around,
yes!
for a moment she thought she has succeeded
but..
she is afraid to be alone,
she doesnt like to go home,
n talk to no one except the teddy bear she has got,
14/6:
adelline is dead.
the new adelline is here!"me ish adelline.singlehood ish the best de! aiming to be a nun now''
Friday, June 12, 2009
terminator rockz!
,
my condition seems to deteriorate.
watery nose followed by sorethoart and coughing.n ohyeah,keep 'hachhiiiiiu'.someone's missing me?XD
well, at least the ulcer is gone.
went to watch TERMINATOR today with joey,man man,n my sis.nice!we enjoyed it,at least for me and joey.haha.
the two kids..dunno they understand what the whole story was about or not.
after movie, its shopping time.
i bought a jeans skirt:rm50.
and a bag:rm25.
oh few days back,i bought A set of what those OL wear to work!hehe.yellow blause and black skirt.LOVE THEM.my fren told me might need it for presentation.But i am still lack of a pair of high-heels.if i cant find one before i go back, worst to worst,wear my sport shoes?XD
sorry for the unorganised and messy post.just hope u guys catch what i wanna tell.
ps:photo attached is me in the ol top.and the second one is taken when we went for da movie~
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
chihuahua is sick!
i am really paying a price for sitting in the bus back to kuatan from singapore for -7hours plus.
my body is burning in heat.
and theres an ulcer right on the right top of my tough.i cant speak..and eat wellT.T
blocked ears and nose.
what i did today:
watch tv,eat,use computer,lying on the bed.
sigh..
i hope i get well soon,
i seriously dont wanna stuck at home.
my body is burning in heat.
and theres an ulcer right on the right top of my tough.i cant speak..and eat wellT.T
blocked ears and nose.
what i did today:
watch tv,eat,use computer,lying on the bed.
sigh..
i hope i get well soon,
i seriously dont wanna stuck at home.
Monday, June 8, 2009
PhoTos and more PhOTos-3 days in kuantan
venue: T & Ltime: 7.30pm
super super nice ikan bakar!
-i lOve you...
-tofu^-^
-pig's organ
-lok lok~heheDAY 2
7/6/09
SUNDAY
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-chicken chop.jpg)
- mix seafood.jpg)
-bbq lamb shank,my fav>.< .jpg)
-oysters
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-mussels with cheese,yum yum
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-prawn salad
venue:east grill
time:8.00pm
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venue:east coast mall
time:6.30pm
with mum and jess
well,tried on this cap,quite like it,didnt buy in the end,too ex!
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-our score:
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-our score:
chihuahua(me)-44
jess-34
shushi(ah chee)-57
chy(hui yee)-32
rong pei-19
YA(kuen and lay sin)-?
chy(hui yee)-32
rong pei-19
YA(kuen and lay sin)-?
we obviously failed except soo chee.hahaha
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-venue:berjaya megamall
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-venue:berjaya megamalltime:3.00pm
-went to play bowling ,we are wearing those bowling shoes we rented=.=forced to wear.
well, at least that Malay guy telling us WE MUST WEAR is quite handsome.so we listen to him.
wakaka
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-anticlockwise:me,hui yee,lye kuen,lay sin,soo chee,and rong pei
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time:11pm
-this is taken on the day i reached
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-anticlockwise:me,hui yee,lye kuen,lay sin,soo chee,and rong pei
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time:11pm
-this is taken on the day i reached
-rushed back for her and koala
coz they are going to malacca on the following day
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-me and hui yee.jpg)
-best pal,rong pei~
-venue:berjaya megamall
-time:1.00pm
-cheese cakes! @deli country
DAY 1
6/6/09
SATURDAY
Friday, June 5, 2009
ToDay, I'm here!
lastnight,
looking at the familiar scene,
this is the first time i feel so glad to hear people speaking malay everywhere^^
because i know, i have reached kuantan!
i headed straight home,
then said hi to everyone,
jumped around my house,
i miss my home!
every part of it..
ok.the main purpose i skipped my afternoon lesson to come back here was to meet up with
Siau Chui aka lexy or jowye and wee shean aka koala=p, since they are going to Malacca very soon,infact, they are on their way to Malacca now when i am blogging.
chatted with them in yen lynn's house, since our princess can't go out at night. It was 10.30 pm.
just parted with lynn an hour ago at the bus station, and met her again in her house.-.-
we two are quite bored seeing each other i guess!hahahaha..well, we eat and sleep and crap together everyday.
thanks for everyone who called me when i have just reached: chee peng, rong pei, jessmine, siau chui.=)
later going out with lye kuen and etc etc ( cause i have no idea who she has asked)
yay!can finally hang out at my fav spot in kuantan, Megamall.lolz.gonna watch wht hong kong movie.i am not sure wht movie is that.my buddies are all what i care,just wanna meet up with them, heck care wht movie we r gonna eatch.
posted at :10.00 am saturday 6/6/09
looking at the familiar scene,
this is the first time i feel so glad to hear people speaking malay everywhere^^
because i know, i have reached kuantan!
i headed straight home,
then said hi to everyone,
jumped around my house,
i miss my home!
every part of it..
ok.the main purpose i skipped my afternoon lesson to come back here was to meet up with
Siau Chui aka lexy or jowye and wee shean aka koala=p, since they are going to Malacca very soon,infact, they are on their way to Malacca now when i am blogging.
chatted with them in yen lynn's house, since our princess can't go out at night. It was 10.30 pm.
just parted with lynn an hour ago at the bus station, and met her again in her house.-.-
we two are quite bored seeing each other i guess!hahahaha..well, we eat and sleep and crap together everyday.
thanks for everyone who called me when i have just reached: chee peng, rong pei, jessmine, siau chui.=)
later going out with lye kuen and etc etc ( cause i have no idea who she has asked)
yay!can finally hang out at my fav spot in kuantan, Megamall.lolz.gonna watch wht hong kong movie.i am not sure wht movie is that.my buddies are all what i care,just wanna meet up with them, heck care wht movie we r gonna eatch.
posted at :10.00 am saturday 6/6/09
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
KUantan Kuantan~
hmm..icalled this person A today.
hoping that A will visit kuantan,
well, that was A's plan at first,
but now the condition is abit different,
its like i am the one asking A to go..
well well,
A said 50 percent can make if and 50 cant,
Cause A's holiday is only 2 weeks plus A has test after that,
thats what A said.
bUt to prevent A from telling me A cant make it and make myself dissapointed,
i told A that A should stay in singapore and study,study is more important,and i even put a smile=) face behind it=.=..
din reli show A my true emotions.
well,
it makes me feel better somehow.dun wanna let ppl to dissapoint me again.
A then replied me n said :tell u later k?=)
i din reply..dunno wht to say
ps:i hope A can make it..sigh
hoping that A will visit kuantan,
well, that was A's plan at first,
but now the condition is abit different,
its like i am the one asking A to go..
well well,
A said 50 percent can make if and 50 cant,
Cause A's holiday is only 2 weeks plus A has test after that,
thats what A said.
bUt to prevent A from telling me A cant make it and make myself dissapointed,
i told A that A should stay in singapore and study,study is more important,and i even put a smile=) face behind it=.=..
din reli show A my true emotions.
well,
it makes me feel better somehow.dun wanna let ppl to dissapoint me again.
A then replied me n said :tell u later k?=)
i din reply..dunno wht to say
ps:i hope A can make it..sigh
Monday, June 1, 2009
Once again.. i am pissed off
you reassure me several times,
you are sure,
its correct,
apparently words speak louder than actions.
we cannot gain someone's trust without showing them that you deserve to be trusted.
and be optimistic is good,
'we will do better next time'
but be optimistic alone is not enough,
especially when we do nothing to improve it.
maybe we all need time to learn,
but i can feel the burden on my back,
pushing me towards the end,
i am imperfect,
i cant always do things on my own,
i really need you to be more responsible,
i still wanna make it into uni.
i am so pissed off today.
highlight it then you will c something
you are sure,
its correct,
apparently words speak louder than actions.
we cannot gain someone's trust without showing them that you deserve to be trusted.
and be optimistic is good,
'we will do better next time'
but be optimistic alone is not enough,
especially when we do nothing to improve it.
maybe we all need time to learn,
but i can feel the burden on my back,
pushing me towards the end,
i am imperfect,
i cant always do things on my own,
i really need you to be more responsible,
i still wanna make it into uni.
i am so pissed off today.
highlight it then you will c something