Thursday, December 31, 2009
happy new year eve to myself ! :) and all of you
ok, its the same as chirstmas eve, i never go for countdown or any celebration.
however, how i feel now is 10 times better than how i felt on 24th of Dec.
i am alone, but not lonely..
went to cycle at east coast park 2 days ago. the view was awesome, and i love the candles.
i chose not to think, not to remember, not to wonder,
i feel better that way. ah i just dont wanna squeeze my head thinking whether its a lie or not, doesnt matter, its in the past.
i will just follow what my heart tells me,
its always better to think everyone is good person,
its better that way.
care should be unconditional..
all of you who are celebrating alone right now, please dont be sad. someone is thinking about you, at least i am:)
ok, its the same as chirstmas eve, i never go for countdown or any celebration.
however, how i feel now is 10 times better than how i felt on 24th of Dec.
i am alone, but not lonely..
went to cycle at east coast park 2 days ago. the view was awesome, and i love the candles.
i chose not to think, not to remember, not to wonder,
i feel better that way. ah i just dont wanna squeeze my head thinking whether its a lie or not, doesnt matter, its in the past.
i will just follow what my heart tells me,
its always better to think everyone is good person,
its better that way.
care should be unconditional..
all of you who are celebrating alone right now, please dont be sad. someone is thinking about you, at least i am:)
Saturday, December 26, 2009
i am feeling abit better today :)
firstly, it's because i ate frog porridge with ct and qw at chinatown :))))
one of my favourite food.
i watched avatar,3d, a nice movie but i sat at the front row. ct got dizzy and i got neck pain.ah but anyway, still not a bad movie :D
i walked back home again,
the air was cooling,
i think i am inlove with the night view of Singapore,
it was really beautiful at night :)
and i somehow was able to forget the unhappiness things that happened for a while.
ps: i just read through what i wrote on Nov 8.
and i found out that this year Christmas eve was also as bad as last year,
eh maybe abit better :)
firstly, it's because i ate frog porridge with ct and qw at chinatown :))))
one of my favourite food.
i watched avatar,3d, a nice movie but i sat at the front row. ct got dizzy and i got neck pain.ah but anyway, still not a bad movie :D
i walked back home again,
the air was cooling,
i think i am inlove with the night view of Singapore,
it was really beautiful at night :)
and i somehow was able to forget the unhappiness things that happened for a while.
ps: i just read through what i wrote on Nov 8.
and i found out that this year Christmas eve was also as bad as last year,
eh maybe abit better :)
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
dreamer's heart hurts alot yesterday. it was tearing apart.
so much pain that the tears just wouldn't stop.
quoted from mr zj : the truth always hurt.
haha
being betrayed and lied to,
i feel disgusted.
ah, thanks to someone that i could at least get 2 hours of sleep last nite :D
because normally when this happen, i wouldn't be able to sleep at all.
thanks :)
so much pain that the tears just wouldn't stop.
quoted from mr zj : the truth always hurt.
haha
being betrayed and lied to,
i feel disgusted.
ah, thanks to someone that i could at least get 2 hours of sleep last nite :D
because normally when this happen, i wouldn't be able to sleep at all.
thanks :)
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
went to east side of singapore these two days
became volunteer at an old folk's home at Aljuneid.
it was quite fun,
sang some old songs and played some games.
they made me remember my grandma:)
ah i dun wanna mention the unhappy part about the old uncleD: lets just forget about it.
i am really exhausted.
on the FIRST DAY,
went k-box-ing with zj,cstrike,weisong,pk and winston.
bought chou tofu on the way back!!!
i was really excited to come across a shop selling that!
i have really wanted to try this and yesterday i did ! the taste, yeah its not niceD:
but i made one of my wishes came true.
[fullfill more and more of my wishes and dreams. maybe thats because i have more control over my life now. i am trying alot of new things which i may not have done before. i just feel, its good to try, who knows which one is better before you actually try on it!?:D and you dont have many chances to try it, when its gone, its gone forever.]
went to play bowling with cstrike at Taman Jurong after k-box.
i agreed even though i was really tired. i just dont wanna stay at home alone. its suffering :(((
something unhappy happened, an uncle playing next to our lane' lectured' us.
he said we shouldn't get our feet on the lane when he's playing. he meant we should take turn, alternatingly.
maybe its a common knowledge among those that are familiar with bowling, but i am a rookie, i didnt know.
its ok to tell us that,but the way he said it,it was really rude and uneducated, maybe the more accurate word to describe is KA NA SAI.
we planned to walk back home. hahas the plan obviously FAILED.
i am too sleepy and the ghost stories cs told me gave me goosebumps. so after half an hour walk, we took a cab:p
the next day, met up with qw and check out the old folk's home at bedok together.
not enough of sleep plus exploring new places for the whole day has resulted in
adelline almost dead on her bed.
ps: oh oh today is dong zhi! i ate two tang yuan!XD i am contented enough.hehe
became volunteer at an old folk's home at Aljuneid.
it was quite fun,
sang some old songs and played some games.
they made me remember my grandma:)
ah i dun wanna mention the unhappy part about the old uncleD: lets just forget about it.
i am really exhausted.
on the FIRST DAY,
went k-box-ing with zj,cstrike,weisong,pk and winston.
bought chou tofu on the way back!!!
i was really excited to come across a shop selling that!
i have really wanted to try this and yesterday i did ! the taste, yeah its not niceD:
but i made one of my wishes came true.
[fullfill more and more of my wishes and dreams. maybe thats because i have more control over my life now. i am trying alot of new things which i may not have done before. i just feel, its good to try, who knows which one is better before you actually try on it!?:D and you dont have many chances to try it, when its gone, its gone forever.]
went to play bowling with cstrike at Taman Jurong after k-box.
i agreed even though i was really tired. i just dont wanna stay at home alone. its suffering :(((
something unhappy happened, an uncle playing next to our lane' lectured' us.
he said we shouldn't get our feet on the lane when he's playing. he meant we should take turn, alternatingly.
maybe its a common knowledge among those that are familiar with bowling, but i am a rookie, i didnt know.
its ok to tell us that,but the way he said it,it was really rude and uneducated, maybe the more accurate word to describe is KA NA SAI.
we planned to walk back home. hahas the plan obviously FAILED.
i am too sleepy and the ghost stories cs told me gave me goosebumps. so after half an hour walk, we took a cab:p
the next day, met up with qw and check out the old folk's home at bedok together.
not enough of sleep plus exploring new places for the whole day has resulted in
adelline almost dead on her bed.
ps: oh oh today is dong zhi! i ate two tang yuan!XD i am contented enough.hehe
Sunday, December 20, 2009
i am staying alone now in singapore!:(
maybe for another 2 weeks.
lynn and other housemates havent come back yet, the house is extraordinary ..peaceful?XD
something happened this month that made me happy,excited jeolous and sad.( lol, so much feelings for just one inccident)
MY MIND is too weak to withstand this pressure. thats why i am having headache nowadays.
i know i shouldnt think about something that i cant control,and maybe its not my bzness, PLUS it is something that makes me sad, hopefully yesterday is the last day i think about it:D
jia you adelline!
hahaha
i am happy for no reason :D
whatever i do, just stay happy:)
after rotting and thinking nonsense for a week,
its time to get back to reality!
homework:
1.who killed mr smith
2.cepa report
3.mip report
4.crs essay- at what age should teenagers start dating
5.a e and e group assignment
6.mip report
ahhh so good to have targets in life, you wont waste time thinking about nonsense :)))
aza aza adelline!
haha i am so happy today!
maybe for another 2 weeks.
lynn and other housemates havent come back yet, the house is extraordinary ..peaceful?XD
something happened this month that made me happy,excited jeolous and sad.( lol, so much feelings for just one inccident)
MY MIND is too weak to withstand this pressure. thats why i am having headache nowadays.
i know i shouldnt think about something that i cant control,and maybe its not my bzness, PLUS it is something that makes me sad, hopefully yesterday is the last day i think about it:D
jia you adelline!
hahaha
i am happy for no reason :D
whatever i do, just stay happy:)
after rotting and thinking nonsense for a week,
its time to get back to reality!
homework:
1.who killed mr smith
2.cepa report
3.mip report
4.crs essay- at what age should teenagers start dating
5.a e and e group assignment
6.mip report
ahhh so good to have targets in life, you wont waste time thinking about nonsense :)))
aza aza adelline!
haha i am so happy today!
Friday, December 11, 2009
-my masterpiece-:D
Thursday, December 10, 2009
you are causing me alot of pain...
Monday, December 7, 2009
if this is how u treat a girl,
ok i may not look like a girl for ya,
if this is how you treat a FRIEND,
then you should really think about it.
i just dont like people to abandone me,
i did not mean that sorry is the word i wanna hear,
i just wanted to say that if what you would do is just keep on defending youself,
then i would rather hear the word sorry from you.
you successfully made my tears rolling in my eyes,
and ruined my mood.
are you satisfied now?
hais.
ok i may not look like a girl for ya,
if this is how you treat a FRIEND,
then you should really think about it.
i just dont like people to abandone me,
i did not mean that sorry is the word i wanna hear,
i just wanted to say that if what you would do is just keep on defending youself,
then i would rather hear the word sorry from you.
you successfully made my tears rolling in my eyes,
and ruined my mood.
are you satisfied now?
hais.