Saturday, March 6, 2010
I was once afraid to lose,
just like a kid afraid that she will lose her favorite toy,
and one day she really did!
but she is living fine even without it,
so she understands now,
she is fine just by herself.
I used to be afraid of small little changes and got all worked up because of it,
and mess up my mood and apettite,
but after 2 years , those changes and question mark seem to be less important in my life.
i couldn't wait, not even a moment, when i am in doubt,
i hit straight for the answer,
that was because i care..alot,
but i wasnt aware that answers are not necessarily true,
i stop asking now,
not because i dont care,
i still do,
but i know sometimes its useless to ask or tell.
happily ever after?
yes i used to believe in it,
but that only happens in fairy tales and my unbearably naive dreams,
little girl is growing up,
hooray for her-
once in a while,
she is still afraid of losing,
afraid of changes,
so she will be sad.
you ask me what happened to me last night?
i wish it would all be solved if i tell you,
but it wont,
so dont ask anymore.
do not fear changes,
for you have to accept those that are beyond your control.
ah,yes, these words.
stick to your principle and stay happy :)
just like a kid afraid that she will lose her favorite toy,
and one day she really did!
but she is living fine even without it,
so she understands now,
she is fine just by herself.
I used to be afraid of small little changes and got all worked up because of it,
and mess up my mood and apettite,
but after 2 years , those changes and question mark seem to be less important in my life.
i couldn't wait, not even a moment, when i am in doubt,
i hit straight for the answer,
that was because i care..alot,
but i wasnt aware that answers are not necessarily true,
i stop asking now,
not because i dont care,
i still do,
but i know sometimes its useless to ask or tell.
happily ever after?
yes i used to believe in it,
but that only happens in fairy tales and my unbearably naive dreams,
little girl is growing up,
hooray for her-
once in a while,
she is still afraid of losing,
afraid of changes,
so she will be sad.
you ask me what happened to me last night?
i wish it would all be solved if i tell you,
but it wont,
so dont ask anymore.
do not fear changes,
for you have to accept those that are beyond your control.
ah,yes, these words.
stick to your principle and stay happy :)